To someone I miss a lot.

A post specially for my dearest cousin, sister, and friend.

You know who you are, I hope.
Saw your msg in facebook today, and I realise how much I miss you.

Went back to Malacca for the Mid-autumn festival, and I couldn't find you.
Another two of us were enjoying their time, as usual.
But I know how much they miss you too.

I remember how we walked around Duyung holding our lanterns during Mid-autumn festival every year.
We did the same this year, but it's without you.

I remember how we celebrated each of the uncle and auntie's wedding together, and put on makeups and nice dresses and then laugh at each other, and praising each other's dress, but I couldn't imagine how my wedding would be without you.

I couldn't imagine how your wedding would be without me, too.
I hope I can be there for you.
I hope we can enjoy all these important moments in our lives, together, holding our hands.
And sad moments too.

I have so much to tell you now.
So much that I couldn't possibly finish in a day or two.
So much that it takes a life time to finish it, with you and just you.

I want you to know that no matter what your choice will be, I believe in you, that you will know when is the right time to do the right thing.
And I am always waiting for you, for our paths to cross again.

From a cousin, sister, and friend who loves you always.