To someone I miss a lot.

A post specially for my dearest cousin, sister, and friend.

You know who you are, I hope.
Saw your msg in facebook today, and I realise how much I miss you.

Went back to Malacca for the Mid-autumn festival, and I couldn't find you.
Another two of us were enjoying their time, as usual.
But I know how much they miss you too.

I remember how we walked around Duyung holding our lanterns during Mid-autumn festival every year.
We did the same this year, but it's without you.

I remember how we celebrated each of the uncle and auntie's wedding together, and put on makeups and nice dresses and then laugh at each other, and praising each other's dress, but I couldn't imagine how my wedding would be without you.

I couldn't imagine how your wedding would be without me, too.
I hope I can be there for you.
I hope we can enjoy all these important moments in our lives, together, holding our hands.
And sad moments too.

I have so much to tell you now.
So much that I couldn't possibly finish in a day or two.
So much that it takes a life time to finish it, with you and just you.

I want you to know that no matter what your choice will be, I believe in you, that you will know when is the right time to do the right thing.
And I am always waiting for you, for our paths to cross again.

From a cousin, sister, and friend who loves you always.

Workout.

I wanna lose weight....
I want I want I waaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnntttt to be slimmerrr...
I know Im not that FAAT lar but you see, Mommy says when shes at my age, she never reached this size before one lor..

Started going gym edi lar anyway.
Asked help from a few friends also, like on how I can really lose weight.

Met Woody today, then he came gym with me.
He's working for Herbaline or Herbalife or something like that lar, something related to health ar fitness all those things also one lar.
Woody says it's all a game on how much your intake is and how much your body is using.

Jason, he's a certified personal trainer. Today he told me something I really dunno before lor. Sounds so stupid in front of him. lol =p

V: I'm going back now, hungry after gym. haven't eat anything. (I had a class after gym)
J: Oh you must eat within half an hour after gym.
V: Wat? Whatt?? Within you mean? I thought after gym cannot straight away eat one ler, thought will gain weight.
J: Nonsense. If never eat only will gain weight.

OK.
Now I know.

Good job these two weeks Vivian! Don't stop! You can do it!

Oh something else I wanna say, to Dickson.

See arh this Dickson always say arh,
I like PIG lar,
I FAT lar,
I very very FAT larr..

When I tell Jason saying that I'm fat,
people say "nonsense" lerr

Ah Sau also say I not fat ok?? =p

Buahahahaha.
Stop saying all those negative things to me!
Say something which can make me motivated can anot?!!
Bad Dickson!

hehe