I will pray for you, dear granduncle.

Sometimes we just don't know when's the last time we will be seeing them.

Appreciate every chance you get to see them. Everyone you know, including those you don't really know, just watch their faces longer, and remember every details on their faces.

You probably won't feel anything when you are still seeing them, and they are just someone not really close to you. But imagine that you can never see that person again.

Never.

It's a strong word.

Regrets

Regrets.Lots of regrets.

It's exactly what I want!! It's what I have been dreaming for and wish to be!! And I've just blew the chance away.

I'm working on something today and someone has offer me something I really interested in.

But I told him. Sorry, I just can't do that.

Later I discover something from the November CLEO magazine I bought today.

'Sagittarius nov 23 to dec21
work hard You'll be ready for an unexpected opportunities and taking a leap of faith in yourself could bring success and money.'

Regrets. Lots of regrets.

50 Ways to Enjoy Your Independent Life

I found something interesting from an old magazine at a hair salon that day.

The magazine was CLEO if I'm not mistaken. August CLEO.

"50 Ways to Enjoy Your Independent Life"

I want to share with everyone!! It's really exciting!!

1.Shop!a great way to remind yourself being independent
2.Get a credit card
3.Buy a new handbag
4.Learn to driveIf you can't drive, you can't go anywhere!
5.Go sunbathing in bikiniso long as you remember SPF
6.Talk to strangers
7.Spend your money, win your prizes
8.Get a manicure
9.Write yourself a letter or an email for yourself on the thirtieth birthday, you'll be surprise
10.Get spiritual
11.Sleep in until noon
12.Bury all your hatches
13.Plant a tree
14.Plant it forward
15.Go skinny dipping
16.Visit a nice spa
17.Start a blog
18.Date a musician
19.Open a trust fund account
20.Get sloshed
21.Learn a new language
22.Fast but don't starve
23.Eat a cake
24.Learn to cook
25.Have sexWell I'm not really ready for this one. Malaysian girls are still not that open rite? I'm not even 18 yet!! Don't laugh if you think I'm lame or what, at least I don't think so.
26.Get a makeover
27.Call your ex(es)
28.Give away your old school books
29.Multi-date Mom is not around..who cares?>.<
30.Get your own place a)not your parents' house b) you are paying for yourself
31.Go to a party
32.Get some bling
33.Get some bling down south
34.Be an SPG for one night' sarong party girl, for only one night ' it says..well I don't really know what it means..
35.Throw a party
36.Buy your parents a pressie
37.Start a business
38.Spend a full day with a cameraI like this one
39.Give away your old clothesBuy new ones!!
40.Stay up all night on a weekday
41.Bleach your hair
42.Get some (real) lingerie a naughty G- string maybe?
43.Pierce your_____ fill in the blank yourself
44.Go on a holiday
45.Start a diary Don't let your teens pass you by without taking note down!!Start one today!!
46.Go for a movie marathon Exciting!
47.Paint a self-portrait doesn't needa be a very nice one
48.Visit IKEA
49.Have a baby
50.Get married lastly..

Stress Managing Talk

Today I went to a talk about stress managing by 梁惠美医师(Ms. Liang Huey Mei, a well-known clinical psychologist in Malaysia).

I have always been interested with psychology, and I'm currently studying psychology now.

I know Ms. Liang Huey Mei(I don't really know how to spell her name) through her first book (Psychologist Notebook) which has been given by Shuyi as my birthday gift in year 2005.

Today i bought her second book (Psychologist Q&A).

Those 2 books are really nice to be read. I like the cases written inside the books.They make you curious. Why are some people like that? How do we act when we are facing difficulties?

She teaches us how to manage stress today. We can do sports, yoga, go for Karaoke, do aroma therapy at home and a lot more. But the most important thing is to find out what causes your stress, and try to solve the problems, by this she says, you won't have anymore negative stress.

We even did some simple yoga in the class.

The conclusion I get today, is to manage your lifestyle, your time and your money (which are the most important issues in causing stress), even before it cause your worries. The more problems you leave for the neverending-tomorrow, the more stress you will get.

Yeah, good conclusion. Sayings are always easier than action, isn't it? Thats why I always fail. >.<

Sticky Friends

I really enjoy meeting new friends.

But well I really don't like friends who keep sticking to you.

I mean, it doesn't matter if you both know that you are best friends of each other, and it make sense if you keep sticking together.

But for some people,they just want to be with you whenever they see you.
They wanna sit beside you in the class, in the bus, and everywhere! Ok doesn't matter, but stop talking and asking tonnes of questions non-stop beside me!!!

This kind of friends really scare me off.

Especially guys.

I'm so sorry if I have hurt anyone because of running away from the friendship. Well maybe it's my problem. I just need some privacy more than others do.More space for myself.

I'm just a typical sagittarius right? Need LOTS of freedoms...

Please forgive me, friends.

1 Litre of Tears

Last 2 months when i was quite free and there weren't any works or assignments to be done, Michelle has been keep asking me to watch a Japanese series drama, '1 litre of tears'.

Well, the title doesn't really sounds good.

But i still give it a try even though im not a Japanese or Korean drama fans.

This is the result of watching '1 Litre of Tears'.

My father scolded me.

"Do you think that tissues are cheap now??!"

Give it a try.

You won't regret.